There’s nothing like scrapping to try and focus on something. Ugh. So much stress. Too much stress.
My Birthday!The Big Day8 December, 2019Holy crap. I'm really old!
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It’s just gonna get worse! Only “off” today is tomorrow! And we’ll see how that is with Josh. He made it okay through the removal of all four wisdom teeth, but oy, I didn’t handle the sight of blood AT ALL!
Okay, I don’t even know even where to begin. In a few hours, I will no longer be just thirty years old. I will be thirty-one years old. I’m currently watching shows on TLC about weddings, and becoming a total sap. I’m actually on the laptop writing this currently because the damn weather is causing another freaking headache. I’m so sick of these headaches. It’s awful. Just freaking awful, and the only real relief is laying down, but I can’t spend the rest of my life laying down. I can’t survive doing that.
Blech. I’m over getting older. These headaches are getting to become an almost daily thing, lately. The big problem of course are my wisdom teeth, but I can’t afford $2k or so dropping to pay for that. Nor can we really afford for me to be down for that period of time. It wouldn’t be some easy extraction. Ten years ago, I had three deeply impacted teeth. The fourth, I can tell you exactly which one it is. It’s the left side, bottom side. The others are way up, and the dentist actually told me that the roots were wrapping around/with the nerves in my ear. Yeah, that’s how impacted they are. It’s why I’m so sensitive to sounds. It’s also why when my sinuses have issues (like weather changes), I’m down and out. The only thing I can do is tolerate it, and live with it.
That’s what I feel like my face is going to do. If someone plays zildjian cymbals a little too close to my face, it just might do that.
I spent all of Monday sitting in bed, minus a grand total of fifteen minutes out of it. My jaw is KILLING me. Sadly, there’s not much I can do about it. The fix? Oral surgery. The cost? Astronomical. My wisdom teeth roots are hitting the nerves in my ears. So, I have random clogged ears, or throbbing ears. Draining. All that nastiness. Sounds like SO much fun, right?
So, I spent yesterday attempting to self-medicate. I actually was fine if I was laying down. I didn’t really have any issues. If I turned my head, I was in pain again.
Today, the pain is a dull-ache. It’s almost like how you’d feel if you had arthritis in your jaw, and that dull throb that tells you rain is coming. Or something.