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Surviving

Surviving is how I’m feeling right now. My body is not liking this changing schedule. By the time I get used to it? I’ll be doing an evening shift! Tomorrow, I should find out what my next schedule will be, and I’m hoping it’s at least a steady schedule! Doubtful though šŸ˜‰ šŸ™

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28 September, 2017 · 9:52 pm

The Random Things I Think About

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As I was driving home today, after facing a couple of my big terrors (driving somewhere I’m not familiar with and talking to new people), I realized something.

I’m not scared to drive. I still get anxiety, but I used to be terrified to get behind the wheel. Now, I get excited. I like to drive. Sometimes, I even love it.

But I’m no longer terrified.

Unless there’s construction. Then I’m a messball of nerves and I need to just get off the road or at least somewhere where I know where I’m going.

But I’m no longer terrified.

If I can overcome that, I can do anything. I can do whatever I want to do.

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7 September, 2017 · 9:55 pm

So… That was a day …

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Things happened. I can’t talk about them just yet (I might not ever).

But the day happened and I’m ready for a new one to start!

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4 March, 2017 · 11:35 pm

Review: Just One Last Night

Just One Last Night
Just One Last Night by Helen Brooks
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

I was heartbroken through-out the story.
She fell down the stairs and lost a child, and blamed herself. She told herself that she would be a terrible mother and left her husband, who loved her and never blamed her.
I love that he did everything he could to bring her back.
The surprise pregnancy wasn’t much of a surprise but it is a blessing in disguise.
It was a fast read, but a beautiful one!

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26 November, 2013 · 9:13 pm

5 Lesser Things Known About Me

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  1. Most people know I have trich, but most do not realize that it started when I was a freshman, when I was living in a youth home. It was the one thing I could control about my life. I couldn’t control my blow-ups, no matter how hard I tried. I couldn’t control the rollercoaster ride that had become my life. Now, though, it controls me, as most forms of OCD tend to do.
  2. I love to be organized. It doesn’t show in my housekeeping at all, but if you need to find something on the computer? You’ll have absolutely no issues doing it. I’m almost anal about it. It’s why I have to have my own log-on with the computers. I hate clutter and mess with computers.
  3. I am not as unassuming and innocent as people think. People see me and think “little girl, weak and puny” because I’m 5’4″ and about 125lb. They don’t know that there is a spine of steel inside of me, and I will not back down. It also means that I burn my bridges quite a bit. I also usually have no remorse about the bridges being burnt.
  4. People assume that I’m a stuck-up, snotty bitch because I’m quiet. People who know me know the truth. I’m loud, I’m obnoxious, and I’ll argue you to death. If I know you. If I don’t? I’ll be hiding in the corner, trying to blend in, hoping no one notices me.
  5. I’ve only been drunk once in my life, and that was right before I turned 30. No one seems to believe that, but it’s the honest truth. Heck, it wasn’t even that drunk. i have been tipsy, and less than sober before that (and after), but never actually drunk. Josh has video proof on his phone that he’s willing to show to anyone, and well, everyone.

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14 November, 2013 · 11:36 am