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Morning Meltdown … Day 01

I started. Half the battle is that. Just the start. Chugging that pre-workout. Hooking the laptop to the TV. Pushing play.

Half the battle is just doing that.

The rest of the battle is all internal. Finishing. Not stopping. No matter how hard I’m breathing. No matter how much I’m hurting (good hurt, not bad hurt).

Don’t stop. Give it all.

This is all for me, and you’re here to see it!

Waiting in the wings

I’ve got a theme “waiting in the wings”. It’s the “Eye of the Beholder” from Themes ‘n Dreams. I like the theme. I think it’s absolutely gorgeous 🙂

Yesterday, after Josh got home, I had a complete and total meltdown. Not pretty. Not fun. That’s the main reason I’m looking into switching pills. I hate being mental!

No plans for Valentine’s Day. I think Josh is picking up a dvd player, though. Ours is officially on it’s last leg (the one in our room). 🙁