Things are going okay here. Kids don’t have school for the rest of the school year. At least not in-school school. The district is working on the online aspect. This is good, because if they can figure this out now, they’ll be able to figure it out later when it comes to snow days. Then they won’t have to add extra days anymore. Maybe?
I was going through my re-current symptoms and it looks like what we’ve been thinking is PMDD might be something more because it lasts for longer than a week. The symptoms also match up with LOTS of other “illnesses”. One of the big ones that pop out are hypothyroidism, bipolar and much more o.O I’m seriously doubting the bipolar. I’ve been diagnosed with that, and I hate it!!
I’m just tired of being tired. I’m tired of aches and pains. I’m tired of everything, lately, it seems.
And, no, I’m depressed. I swear I’m not. Trust me, I know what it feels like to be depressed. The fact that I’m exhausted, but can still smile and play with my kids, migraine not-withstanding. That’s not depression. It’s like the exhaustion that comes with the flu, but ebbs and flows. That’s not depression, at least not what I’ve experienced. Plus increase in sex drive is so not a symptom of depression, XD
my body hates me, 😆 . I’m pretty much over the flu bug thing that we all had (Ethan gets the pukes in the morning, and Madi’s got the poos), but now, as per my normal body reaction, I now have a tightness in the right side of my chest, upper area. Always happens.
Did find out something during my appointment yesterday. I had blood in my urine, and according to other symptoms, I might have IC. When I did a search for it on Google, and it said that people with IC are likely to have a panic disorder as well. Now that’s kind of freaky. I remember seeing a site describing illnesses that are related/caused/something with bi-polar, and I believe IC was on there, too. Holy fuck!! I’m just falling apart!!