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I cheated.
I lied.
I failed myself.
I failed my friends.

No, it wasn’t on my husband. It was on NaNoWriMo. I cheated. Big time.
I got called on it. I fixed it. But, I think I hurt some friendships with that. There is nothing I can do to fix those, but to apologize and fix what I’ve done wrong.

This is my major apology. I’m on my knees, begging forgiveness. I hate myself for what I did. Kori and Kristi, I’m very much glad that you two live in California and nowhere near Kansas. You two started NaNo because of me, and god, look how I fucked up. I am so sorry. Thank you BOTH for calling me out on it. There are no excuses for it.

I can only hope that I didn’t fuck things up so badly that you two never want to talk to me again. Thankfully, it seems Kori has semi-forgiven me enough to talk to me. I am so glad to count her as a friend. Her calling me out on this issue is the best thing that could have happened.

Oh, and how did I cheat?
“Your self”
“My self”
“Can not”

Etc.

All fixed. No more. No more cheating. I am done.
Now to write more. I lost nearly 1K in words fixing those errors.