Ready for day 02 of #NaNoWriMo I hit day 02’s goal already. via sarahcb1208
I cannot think of what to write. At all. I can’t think of a single thing to say. Nothing is coming to me. I do not understand.
Okay, things are coming to me. I just am not ready to write them because I am not sure if they will even fit into the story in the right way. That is what the real problem is. How do I deal with that? That is so what I am struggling with. I am struggling, waffling, unsure of where I want to go. I hate that feeling. It leaves me feeling like I am a pathetic little nothing. I know that is not who I am, I know I am not a pathetic little nothing, but I cannot help how I feel. It is a natural feeling, I think. Something that I believe everyone would deal with at some point in their lives.
In a profound sense every man has two halves to his being; he is not one person so much as two persons trying to act in unison. I believe that in the heart of each human being there is something which I can only describe as a “child of darkness” who is equal and complementary to the more obvious “child of light.”
~Laurens van der Post