I was such a bad blogger this weekend. I just felt like absolute ass and didn’t want to write a damn thing. I was on the computer, yes, but I couldn’t stay focused on anything, not a single solitary thing. Not even the Sims. Then I wasn’t sleeping well at all. *grumble* Just didn’t make for a happy Sarah anywhere.
I’m feeling a bit more “normal” than I did Saturday and Sunday, but I still feel like bunk 🙁 Josh made it a little better by getting me The OC Season 4 series. I wanted it more than even Pride and Prejudice which I’ve been dying for. He even went “Couldn’t you get that on Netflix”, and I went “Sure, but what happens when I have to send it back?”. He couldn’t argue with that logic, especially since I watched all four disks last night. :weirdface: I thought I’d start to fall asleep, but nope, my butt stayed up and watched all 16 episodes. Okay, yes, I skipped a few epis, but honestly, 16 episodes in one night. :scared: I don’t even think I did that with Voyager, on any season.
Oh well. Today’s plans are to work on my items for my members, and then see if I can find something else to actually put up for sale. Doubt that will happen, but it’s worth a try 🙂
Translation: Sarah feels like ass.
I was going through my re-current symptoms and it looks like what we’ve been thinking is PMDD might be something more because it lasts for longer than a week. The symptoms also match up with LOTS of other “illnesses”. One of the big ones that pop out are hypothyroidism, bipolar and much more o.O I’m seriously doubting the bipolar. I’ve been diagnosed with that, and I hate it!!
I’m just tired of being tired. I’m tired of aches and pains. I’m tired of everything, lately, it seems.
And, no, I’m depressed. I swear I’m not. Trust me, I know what it feels like to be depressed. The fact that I’m exhausted, but can still smile and play with my kids, migraine not-withstanding. That’s not depression. It’s like the exhaustion that comes with the flu, but ebbs and flows. That’s not depression, at least not what I’ve experienced. Plus increase in sex drive is so not a symptom of depression, XD
With the release of WordPress 2.5, I figured it was time to do a little post on updating.
I’m a lazy snot, and I never do it the way it’s “supposed” to be done, which is deactivating all plugins, delete everything from the server and “start anew”. Never once have I ever done that.
I do it one of two ways: upgrade through Fantastico, which is provided by my host, or I do it the “old-fashioned” way, by downloading the update, and uploading it to the server through FTP.
Honestly, no matter how you do it, make sure that you double-check your plugins, just in case. I do keep track of them through my plugins page, since with the release of 2.3, the ones that need updates are listed. Remember, if it breaks the blog, you can easily delete it, and *boom* broken now equals fixed.
They were a mismatched pair. A couple one would never expect to see together. She was from a disastrous marriage that came about from way too much to drink. He was still reeling from the death of his former girlfriend, remembering how she died in his arms. They had never really gotten along to well, when they were younger. Why now? Why are thing developing at this point in time?
The time for looking back is now upon them. They’ve got one very important decision to make, and so many forks in the road in which to partake. Should they become a “couple”? Should they just go the “friends with benefits” route? Should they just walk away now, and take the safe road? The choices are many, and the decision is hard.
He takes one look at her, and the decision is that much harder. He can feel himself developing feelings for her, but he can’t forget the one he’d lost. She had been his whole world for so long. At eighteen, the world feels so large, but take her away, and it’s tiny and confining. He wanted his world to feel whole again, his heart to stop aching. She made him feel alive again, even if she did drive him insane most of the time.
She takes a deep breath, and lets it out slowly. So many times she’d thought she’d found the right guy. First there was her friend’s boyfriend. Yeah, that didn’t work out. Then there was the man she’d married. What had she been thinking then? Then there was him. He was her knight in shining armor. The one who’d walked through dreams with her. Who’d conquered mountains, even if in her own wild fantasies.
Tagged choices, deep breath, disastrous marriage, dreams, fantasies, feelings, former girlfriend, friends with benefits, heart, knight in shining armor, marriage, mountains, point in time