Job Applications
I put in a couple applications. One was where Jamie worked. She’s dying for some help, and the jobs have been listed for awhile, so I’ve got a shot. Only bad thing is that there’s a very good chance I’d be made full-time, which would mean finding a daycare for the kids. The good news is that there is one right up the road from us, and there’s one near the hospital that’s supposed to be good (a lot of Jamie’s co-workers use it).
Josh isn’t too keen on the idea of me going back to work yet, because Madi hasn’t even started school, and the plan was for me to go back when Ethan started school. Frankly though, I’m tired of “just scrapping by”. I’m tired of feeling worthless, and pathetic, because I don’t bring in any money, and I really don’t. I’m tired of feeling like a drain on this family.
I’ve got Josh all worried about me now because the insomnia has kicked in badly. I was up at 2am, and didn’t go back to sleep until after Josh left for work (at 7am). It’s crazy and nuts, but I actually feel like I’ve got a clearer head, now that I’ve taken that big step of trying to get back into the work force.
All this talk about WAHM just isn’t for me. There’s nothing really available that I can do, without having to pay out of pocket first. No, I refuse to PAY to make money. That’s not how it works. Plus, look how that’s worked out for me now?
