Guys, run away now: Boob discussions, and not in a good way. You have been warned.

My boobs fucking HURT!! I’m on Ortho-Cyclen. Monophasic, non-low-dose birth control. Of course, its gonna cause weight gain. I’m not complaining about that. Hell, I like that. I could use a few more curves. The bad thing? My tits have been aching for the past TWO WEEKS!! And, overnight, they’re growing half-cup sizes. I’m starting to overflow my C-cup on one side. :help: I just fucking bought that, and got it during Blogathon, XD. No way in hell am I ready to say “I need a D-cup O.o No!! No, I will not be my step-mom’s side of the family. No!! Just, NO!!

Josh is liking it though, but it means his ass can’t touch me without me running away practically crying. Think engorgement from birth or something. That’s how bad they hurt when they’re touched. They hurt in a bra. They hurt without a bra. They just fucking HURT!

Mood : sore
TV Plans : Um, something about sharks on Animal Planet

Man, I’m just exhausted today. I didn’t sleep too well last night. Josh moved around the bedroom and that fucked with my sleeping abilities. It feels like I’m somewhere else, XD. Didn’t help that I now face the window, . We’re switching sides tonight.

We were supposed to go to the preschool today, but neither one of us can even attempt to stay focused enough to do that. I think the big thing is that while I want her to go to school, I don’t want her to go at the same time. Being Mommy sucks at times like that.

Well, I’m off to try and get some sleep. It’s not going to happen though, so I’m going to at least sit and watch some TV or read a book. Today is one of those days where I’d kill for a laptop, XD

Mood : gloomy