Archive for June, 2007

Did it again

Posted by Sarah in mumbling on June 28, 2007

*snort*
I just figured out how I broke folks not being able to comment (if you tried and couldn’t, try again, m’loves).

All working … just keep Sarah away from everything right now, :lol:.

Little Posting Whore

Posted by Sarah in family/friends on June 28, 2007

My god, I feel the need to just write and write today. It’s really cathartic though, so I’m doing something good for myself.

First off: I spoke too soon. Yeah, never brag about your kids. It just jinx’s everything. :censored: I just have to keep saying to myself, over and over, “I love my kids, I love my kids, I love my kids” :grr:

Now on to a happier subject. I love doing things for friends. I love helping them out, whenever I can. I hate to see a friend suffering. I hate to hear the pain in their hearts as they talk to me. Friends are the family you choose. You can’t choose your biological family. Trust me, I would have made a few changes if I could have, :doh:. But, I get to choose those that I call my friends, the ones whom I call my sisters/brothers by heart, not blood.

Family means everything to me. You fuck with my family, you fuck with me. I’ve got a few who can testify to how “mama bear” I get when it comes to family. Hell, Mom can testify to the fact that I was about ready to kill my sister’s boss when we were there, and how much I despise Daniel’s ex because she hurt him. Yeah, that one was a mutual street, but I take my brother’s side on that one.

Anyways, remember that friends are family to me, as well. I love y’all like sisters (and bros, for the males, XD). You’ll always have a special place in my heart, forever.

*hugs and love*

biological_family, blood_family, boss, brag, cathartic, family/friends, family_trust, i_despise, jinx, mama_bear, mom, place_in_my_heart

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Song of the Day

Posted by Sarah in mumbling on June 28, 2007

Song of the Day – June 28, 2007

-Cry by Mandy Moore, from the A Walk to Remember soundtrack

I’ll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in september
And I’ve seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right….

I’ll always remember…
It was late afternoon…
In places no one would find…

In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

feelings, mandy_moore, Song of the Day, walk_to_remember

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Not Usually

Posted by Sarah in Ethan, Josh, Madison on June 28, 2007

I’m not usually a gusher, but I can’t help it right now.

Ethan and Madi are usually fighting. Well, I woke up stressed, and they were just amazing. I freaked out on Josh, thinking someone had hacked into my account (XD), and figured out it was my fault. Josh has been apologized to, and the kidlets are happy since I offered cookies (I baked a few last night, XD). Now they’re watching Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends or whatever, :lol:.

Kids, I’m noticing, can tell when you’re upset, and seem to adjust their attitude accordingly.

Speaking of kids, Josh came up with an idea for getting Madi to potty.
One M&M’s for sitting on the potty
Two M&M’s for peeing on the potty
Five M&M’s for pooping on the potty

-Reminds me that I need to pay Madi an M&M, :balloons:

We’ll see how well it works out.

Josh is currently “napping” in his truck in Kansas City. He got there a bit early. Today’s his driving lessons for the LLV (the mail trucks). Today’s also his last day of training, so hopefully he hears back from his Post Master’s secretary on when he’s supposed to start. His PM is on vacation this week :up:.

attitude, Ethan, imaginary_friends, Josh, madi, Madison, pee, poop, post_office, potty_training

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