Archive for February 14th, 2007

I’m being spoiled :)

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

Kimi had a great deal. For $10, I get spoiled
Here’s what I’ve gotten so far:

  Mood : chipper

Can’t focus

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

God, I can’t focus today. My brain is going “uh whu” over and over again. I want to do SOMETHING, ANYTHING, but I can’t get my brain to concentrate on anything. It’s driving me INSANE!

  

Just love me

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

I deserve the love.
I deserve the love.
I deserve the love.
I deserve the love.
Maybe if I keep saying this to myself, maybe one day I’ll actually believe it. Maybe if I keep saying it to myself, maybe I’ll stop beating myself up for actually being alive. Maybe if I keep saying it, maybe, just maybe, I’ll [...]

Waiting in the wings

Wednesday, February 14th, 2007

I’ve got a theme “waiting in the wings”. It’s the “Eye of the Beholder” from Themes ‘n Dreams. I like the theme. I think it’s absolutely gorgeous
Yesterday, after Josh got home, I had a complete and total meltdown. Not pretty. Not fun. That’s the main reason I’m looking into switching pills. I [...]