Phone arrived yesterday!! It’s so cute, but man, I get a hand cramp when I’m on it for too long, . Thank god for speakerphone (which sounds amazing). I love the cuteness of it. Definitely fits me in good ways.

Right now the weather is icky wet , but that’s totally okay. We really need the rain, and it keeps temps nice and cool. Since Josh is working, though, it’s a lazy day, spent in front of the PC, . Gives me time to work on sig orders (got yours, sawcat), and new sigs for the shop. So far, though, no one’s shopping. If something’s wrong, please, let me know I’m here for ya’ll I can even work out deals for those who are broke, yet want some And I’m willing to do trades Jeez, I sound desperate there, don’t I?

Onto other news: I talked to Mom yesterday. Megan has now officially scared the living shit out of the family. She told Mammaw that she wants to kill herself. So, Mom’s sort-of freaking out. I say sort-of because she and Dad have been through this before, with me. Thankfully, though, they know how to deal with it, and what to do. Bad thing is the fact that at this point in time, Megan’s refusing treatment, except for the Zoloft (which fucked me up, too, but docs don’t seem to think medicinal interactions can be heriditary … guess that got proven wrong, *grumble*). Megan’s got an appointment later with a new doc. They’re hoping for more than just the “anxiety disorder” with “depression” diagnosis. If they get that, again, they’re gonna lose it, I think. I was diagnosed with that for 4 years before one doc who clued in (made my first initial diagonsis), and figured out it was bi-polar, with the panic attacks being part of the manic of the manic depressive. So far, Megan hasn’t reached that plateau that I reached, but I had a major trigger, one I don’t discuss except for family, which Megan’s never gone through (thank god for her). Hopefully, if Megan ever needs to talk, she knows she can call me, day or night, and I’ll be there for her. I know what she’s dealing with. Dad does as well, but it’s harder for either of us to talk to Dad, just because he’s a guy. And Meg, if you’re reading this, I LOVE YOU!!

From Siggy Piggy

Mood : 
Hearing : Madi playing in the living room
TV Plans : Buzz Lightyear of Star Command on Disney